run the redlights.

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
Why do stars fall down from the sky
Every time you walk by?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
On the day that you were born
The angels got together
And decided to create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moon dust in your hair of gold
And starlight in your eyes of blue.
- The Carpenters

went to ndc today n removed my stitches! =)
i feel a bit better without the thread hanging there... more comfy when i eat food now.
but there is a hole there... the wound tt needs ard 1 mth to heal... so when i eat.. food will get trap. =(
but the dentist gave mi a syringe.. haha. so cool.. fill it with water n clean my wound den the trapped food will come out. =)
i think ndc is veri gd... makes mi feel tt i am in safe hand.
n another reason is coz of my dentist. i think he is realli nice n gd! ^^
realised tt he attend to mi during normal consultaion doesn mean he will be the one doing surgery for mi. so i am lucky tt he did it for mi. coz i chose thurs which he is supposed to be ok duty. ^^ lucky mi...
honestly, i am still afraid of extracting the other side.. the injection is really painful.
sumtimes at nite when i think bout it den i juz can't seem to fall asleep.. yesterday was one of the night. n i din sleep at all! hai... horrible. so after taking out the stitch. i came hm n slept till dinner time. still not easy for mi to fall asleep though.. i hope it will improve...
niwae... i asked dr goh will he be the one doing the surgery for mi n he asked y...
so i told him i am still scared n will feel safer if he is doing for mi. so he asked mi to chose a thurs afternoon. =)
recess week thurs noon i will be going to extract the other side. happy tt he is still doing it for mi. but definitely not looking forward to it.. =(

let your heart out.

seriously.. i dunno wad's wrong with mi..
but i feel alot alot more den upset.. maybe 'depressed' wld be a better word.
i lie on my bed last nite.. n i kept thinking bout things...
n i juz cldn't sleep well the whole nite...
yes.. i am worrying bout my wisdom teeth.. though so mani pple told mi it will be alrite..
n i started thinking bout pple tt passed away...
i juz feel sad... tears began to flow a little...

i realli wanted someone to be beside mi n tell mi it's alrite..
everything tt i am thinking bout is juz mi thinking too much, everything will be fine..
but i guess everyone is juz getting busier?

going out soon to meet hansui.. i hope i will get better...

let your heart out.

went to NDC today..
was super scared the whole day coz i thought i wld extract my wisdom teeth today..
but well.. juz took the xray n had dentist consultation.
oh man.. he told mi i needed general anesthetic. totally freaked mi out.
i thought how serious was it..
luckily another doc told mi i can choose either one.. both will work fine for mi..
so in the end i opted for local anesthetic.. many of my frens say i shld go for GA though.. coz i seems so scared. but hor.. to mi..GA is more scary leh.. i dun like the idea of being unconscious..
had.. op is on thurs.. tt is juz the first op.. for the right side.. left side another day.. damn scary..
argh... i hate it.. =(
i am gonna worry for days...

let your heart out.

staying at home doing nth feel blissful at the beginning of the day...
after that.. i started to feel bored....

mr Colin's words come to my mind now n den...
i guess i will only know in the future...

mabbe i shld sleep early tonight...

let your heart out.

registered my subjects today.. hai. wasn as lucky as last sem. cldn't get one timeslot....
tt mess up my timetable... =(
i have to wake up at 830 everyday.. oh man. i predict i will surely miss some of the lessons becoz i cannot wake up...

but but.. the rest of the day went well..
haha.. international buffet with bel.. the food was onli so so...
but i still enjoyed myself.. coz i dun have to work mabbe?
n it has been a long time since i go international buffet.. ^^

oh.. the best part was i gotten my zara jeans! the one tt i dreamt of! hahaha.. frm 129... the price dropped to 39.90!! gosh!! one piece left tt was my size. i am a happy ger.. =D
was abit sad coz the big big zara dun have.. but i found it at the taka zara in the end!
wanted to get a polo shirt for dear.. argh.. dun have his size.. finally a pink n brown strip polo tt i think it's nice... =(

came home sweeped n mopped the floor.. dinner.. n rot till now.. =(

let your heart out.

tml is subject registration day.. which means i dun have to go to work!
such a slack week. only been to work for 2 days..
but work today was happy... i almost din realised it's time to go home.. n i stayed abit later den usual. haha. but it was fun doing wad i did today..
i was doing the audit file for march.. wow.. trying to make the figures matched.. tt's wad i will do in the future huh?
hahaha.. n the pt is..i managed to match the figures! n my colleague commented "wow.. realli is future accountant" -proud- haha.. but i know it's juz a simple thing. i dun care. i shall cont to feel proud for a while to make myself happy.. =)
n lunch today was diff.. no bk. no going out.. stayed in pantry with some nice colleagues.. one made coffee for mi.. nice nice coffee.. n we chatted there through lunch. ^^
after she taught mi how to use the coffee machine. i am so gonna bring a big cup there to drink coffee everyday.. =)
i guess life at work is turning a bit better.
oh. n i received my chq today.. pathetic little chq with a pathetic sum of money. but it's better den nth.. i so wanna get tt pair of zara jeans. but it's so ex!! i actually dreamt of it tt nite.. gosh.. i am in love with tt pair of jeans.. but no no... i cannot spend tt kinda money...
going to have buffet with bel after registration tml.. haha... indulge in food..
i had been eating bread this 2 days when i am at work to save money for the buffet tml.. argh.. spending money to get fat... shld i be happy or sad? but yummy food...
finished reading ps. i love you. it's such a nice book.. made mi laughed n cried..
sudd back to those days tt i will read books... but i like it. ^^ it's an intellectual hobby..
bel will be going back to work tml.. mabbe i shld juz walk walk ard tml after tt... get some books mabbe? ^^
2 more weeks to the end of pa. =)

let your heart out.

going back to work tml after 2 days of mc..

accompany my mom to polyclinic today...

sweeped n mopped the floor after a nap... haha.. i actually prefer doing this den going to work..

mabbe coz it's juz for a day...
sun went to celebrate judy n des's bday.. kinda fun.. but the food was ex.. poor me..